the flowers (he) grew in my lungs are all dead now and i'm having a hard time to breathe/you're probably fooling around with your 20 year old friends not thinking bout me for a second or having beer at a bar checking out a pretty girl/during dinner with my dad and my little brother, whilst in the middle of a pirouette and in the shower-my mind always wanders straight to you/he doesn't even think of me on his bus rides to school/if you ain't there ain't nobody else to impress/you're always perfect/i get drunk hoping i will have the nerves to talk to you/you get drunk because you're scared of the future